It's been a while - where are we now?
I've been quiet for a while. I like to write, but I have to really be in right headspace to do so, I definitely have not had the desire nor have felt emotionally mature enough to put my thoughts on "paper" this last while, but today? Today I'm feeling inspired (if that's the right word). Trauma. I'm not an expert, but I've been through a thing or two. I have found that it's easy for an outsider to see things and say, "oh wow. He's working, he's traveling, he's driving, he's doing all these things regular humans do, he must be back to normal." But here's the sad truth - when it comes to me - there is no more OLD normal, and there will NEVER be back to who or what I was prior to April 2021, for better or worse. Through therapy and real work on myself, I'm learning to accept this - but I still find myself giving up often, and I'm learning to accept that too. Cuts and scratches have healed, weight gained back, but sca...